yes maam..

i seriously need to say this. sometimes i amaze myself.

i managed to do the laundry, change a flouresent light(that involves climbing up a blardy ladder and i am sh*t afraid of heights) and spring clean my shelves.

i need to talk about changing the lampu, honestly, my parents, u see ,made a build-in bedroom.. so we got like pretty nice shelves( hell alot of them which i will get to it later) and nice ceiling with 2 flouresent lights behind a nice,fuzzy transparent plastic screen. which of course make the room canggih lar.. (at least that’s wat i thought when i was young)

but hey, when 1 of the floresent light busted, i gotta change it.. why dad not doing it? dad is completely hopeless at being handyman(if u ask him, he’ll call some electrician. i suspect he flunked KHB. that’s why they have me. i am pretty ok with electronic devices except with that auto washing machine. my sworn enemy!)

so i just had to climb up that ladder,take down that fuzzy screen, take off the light, climb down,take new light, climb up, fix, climb down ,take up screen,fix , done! simple~

fairly easy rite? but imagine, screen is heavy and it’s a 2 man job.. so i recruited my sis to help. God knws how much b*tch shouts we exchanged.. but we finally got the bloody deed done. in the end, both of us were cool and happening as usual..haha

then, i go and clean my shelves.. and i threw away a great stash of stuff. i.e- mostourisers(i never use), bottles of nail polish, earrings (which i bought in a moment of insanity),organic mask (i am totally allergic to it),papers, notes, 143 paper stars (been lying there for 7 years, gone the love,now collect dust, now in the garbage bag,moving on a*****e), aromatherapy candles( some of them gives me headaches instead of calmness),medicines, 1 tube of sunblock( i heard they can only last 1 year+), shells ( yep, shells.. i have no idea why they’re on my shelves instead of being on the beach)

then came the  part of cleaning the shelves .i counted i cleaned 16 shelves!!! next time , i’m not gonna have fancy shelves in my house.

oh.. i found out,i m a little obsessive compulsive.. i like all the clothes hangers to be of the same design and same colour. i colour code my laundry when i hang them out to dry.i even arrange them according to length. i preferably would like to eat using fork and spoon of the same design.i arrange my food on the plate, meat 1 corner,vege another, gravy another corner. i squeeze my toothpaste from the end (NEVER from the middle), i colourcode my clothes in the closet too. DON ‘T worry i am NOT a NEAT FREAK.. i believe in organised clutter. u should see my table when i’m doing my stuff. terrible mess~

my luggage back is still unpacked since the last time i came back frm uni.. i guess i’ll just take it back the way it is..

anyway, tomorrow a friend of mine is getting married. i am SOO excited. ^^,  they look so good together!

Lord, please slow down time, i wanna spend time at home a lil longer!! pLEASe.. oh yea. Thank God, i did not flunk my Proficiency paper and my teaching poetry paper.. i knw, 20 marks down the drain.. but somehow, by HIS grace, i’m still standing. ^^ amen.

i still love y’all. will love u all more if u can supply me house season3 and onwards.. come on, i knw i’m loveable..  haha *hides while ppl are rolling their eyes to the sky*

note to self

my mails are piling!!!

i have 418 unread mails.. mostly notification from friendster and forwarded messages from dear friends.. everyone knows i am lousy at correspondence..heck, it takes me ages to just pick up the cellphone and type a decent reply.. decent reply ranges from words such as :Hi, OK, K, Yeah, Yes, No, Umm…, haha and occasianal smilies such as-> and ;p.

oh , late update, few days back a few seniors and a junior were spending a few days in sitiawan.. yeah, cm and i did the tour guide thing.. of course we done the must-not-be-missed, kong piang, mee sua, pangkor, seafood tour:) most of the entertaining was done my CM. thank God for that, i’m am SO GOOD at flashing smiles, not opening my mouth and racking my brains for interesting topic for conversation like um.. the weather.. oh well, u can’t really blame me.. everyone knows i’m socially handicapped .. still, on the whole, i think they enjoyed themselves pretty much. ’nuff said~

today cy and davin are back. came to my house early in the morning and did a round of cock crowing which woke me up(and i suspect the whole neighbourhood as well) but i did not join them for breakfast due too sleepiness. however, joined them on mission -cy-to-dental-appointment-at-air-tawar and ate at some mee shop, ate at the evening market, bake and ate at davin’s place, will eat again later at cy’s place and later again at west connection. what can i say, today IS Binge Eating Day !!!

note to self: clear mailbox.

i haven’t said this in a long long while,but,yeah..

I still love y’all.

cheerios~

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from the Etiquette grrls

bookmarked :"where the Boys are":

The Elements of Chivalry

* if a boy and a girl are Walking Down The Sidewalk, the Boy walks on the side CLOSEST to the Street. meaning He should walk between her and the street.

*If it is Raining, it is nice if the Boy holds the umbrella if he is sharing it avec a Girl.(however, if the Girl is taller than he is, she may suggest that she hold it, so as to avoid being Unpleasantly Poked in the Eye)

*Chivalric Boys open Car Doors for Girls, also. Please note that we do NOT mean simply pushing the Power Locks button to unlock the door, or reaching across the front seat to open the door for a passenger.

How to buy Beautiful Flowers:

we have noticed that many Boys are intimidated by florists’ shops. We understand; they must be Utterly Foreign Territory, as Florists’ Shops are Flowery and Frilly and Smell Devine-quite the opposite of Your Average Boy’s Apartment!

*Always remember that Beautiful Flowers do not need to beExhorbitantly Expensive. An armful of Pretty Daisies definately beats some sort of Wachky ,Nouveau Arrangement containing One Weird Orchid and Some Sort of Thorny Seaweed.

*A VERY SMART, PERCEPTIVE Boy will PAY ATTENTION to what kinds of flowers the Object of His Affection loves and hates. If she calls your attention to flowers, listen! "oh look at the beautiful Irises! they are my VERY FAVOURITE FLOWER!!" is IMPROTANT INFORMATION. Dear Boy! Similarly, "Yecch, i simply despise Peonies" or "i’m terribly allergic to Roses" is something to MAKE A MENTAL NOTE OF.

*finally, if You are having the flowers delivered, you could compose a Short Message to accompany them. Try to go for "SWEET,but NOT EMBBARASSING". And be sure to sign your damn name,too. We hate it when a Mystery Bouquet arrives at our front door,saying only "happy Birthday" and we think, in a moment of insanity, that we have a Mystery Admirer , or that Harry Connick Jr.,finally remembered our Birthday ,but then we find out that they were only from the Etiquette Mom. (not that we;re ungrateful or anything, but sometimes,one gets one’s hopes up,you know)

Dates You SHOULD NOT GO ON:

MONSTER-TRUCK RALLIES, ANY PROFESSIONAL WRESTLING EVENT, ANY SORT OF STAR TREK CONVENTION OR OTHER GATHERING.

other cool topics; your beautiful automobile and how to drive it politely,  how much cash should u carry?,  tipping at restaurants,cabs,porters,  how to eat an artichoke, when may i chew gum?, posing for photographs, THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER EVER POSE AVEC,  ppl who dont RSVP,  how to behave correctly around someone else’s pet (particularly if u don’t like it),  rude questions,  when you are a guest at a dinner party,  just a reminder-you get a gift,you write a damn thank you note.

a good book to read. if u are dying to polish your manners..

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provocative mee

this are instant noodles.. well, sorry ya pic quality not too cun.. mentang mentang la my pantech Hp snap one. anyway back to the story, these packs of instant noodles hailed all the way from THAILAND, the land of smiles.. my sis got them from her fren who went there on hols.

anyway wat intrigues me is the pakaging!!! look at this..

cute rite???.. reminds me of one of the levi’s ad a few years back..

but hey LOOK AT THIS!!

it’s tom yam flavour… zoom in to look at the hot babe..

u typical nice hot blonde!! love the eyes!!!

and HEY… check this out~~

lurve the pose!!!

altho i wont be too sure if the selling point would be the cun chick or plainly because it tastes good..

recent reads..

life’s good.. cm’s family frm campcam is coming.. to be exact they’re here..:) so went and bug around with alvin and tl..

and have been cleaning house.. and  u knw what.. i found there’s a fake pond under the shed..a fake pond.. i dunno wat to do with it.. anyway Simba(my neighbour’s dog) didn bark at me.. i suspect he/she is sick cuz that dog  has a grudge against me! the fact he/she is not barking means something is seriously wrong..

and my mom told me, my neighbours place was broke into again.. yeap AGAIN!!! they didnt break into our house this time mayb because during their previous attempt they found out that it’s sorta empty.. and i suspect it’s the same burglars this time too..

and yesterday nite was hanging out with cm,christine,tl,yu sheng(sorry, not so sure with the spelling) ..we went to lumut.. on the way we’re were acting like sakais.. seriously.. we were ohhh-ing and wahh-ing at everything.. HAHA and we took a pic under a pretty tree so to speak.. and there was this guy who was trying to hit on us.. mayb cuz yu sheng was there.. when we took pics he went like "1,2,3 cheese! marvalous baby,.. omg! u look soo pretty!!!" reminds me of all the french photographers and hairstylists.. anyway he’s kinda sweet from a distance.. her~~

anyway forgive me, spelling and grammar really going down the drain..

on a lighter note, Cm’s brudder;Jien pinjamed me lotsa animes.. so that means  my afternoons are packed. i have to apologise to lai from psiko class who psikoed me into finding a part time job.. i dont think it’s possible this hols..

talking bout church, i;ve been sitting at the senior citizen pews recently,..always feel a lil sentimental when i sit with them.. u see their wrinkled fingers with wedding rings flipping the bible..and they’re alone, husbands gone to heaven.. kids and granchildren far away.. and they’re living all alone..and they’re so quiet..no girly gossips/sweet chats.. you’ll be thinking what they’re doing on quiet afternoons, who fixes their meals, what if one of them fell sick , who fetches them to clinic? and the younger generations dont even greet them(sickening brats,me included).. in short, sitting with golden citizens at church is a very reflective experience.. truly an educating session

friends are coming bek to church cuz unis are having their break..i’ll port there soon on sundays..

ramblings~

i think i have a crush!

not to the point of swooning~

but i am liking what i see!!!!

A LOT!!!!!

but i shouldn’t …

sigh*

-stars in my eyes-

woman~ u with cyclic dreams…

update: just got back from camp. yeap.. the one i went with cm.. there was lotsa hard work(practicaly i didnt do much la.. cm did most of the running around) but it was fun.. it’s like camp but from a diff angle.. LOrd, i’m not gonna complain about any other camps i will go next time..

kinda funny during like wat u may refer to as an alter call… somehow the theme was face 2 face and surrender to God everything.. i wasnt surrendering.. i was like hey Lord, u knw no one lies to me MORE than myself.. i’ve been convincing myself that TESL is the best course for me and someday, i’m gonna bring glory to God by impacting the lives that i’ll be teaching.. obviously since i prayed after f6 about the course to take duh~

still i have my doubts..i dont knw if i can do this.. i dont see how and where things are going.. and so i’ve spent 1 and 1/2 years studying just for the sake of it… but today i was thinking Lord, where are u putting me.. 1 year ago i was willing to go all out for u.. this 1/2 year seems so clueless..i dont really knw anything anymore.. still rejoice? anyway long term goal is to complete the 4 years and see where the Lord wants me to go from there.. i’l pull tru somehow.. nomatter how tak glamer this course is..

talking about grace,and serving… been feeling so dry recently.. i knw the Lord have blessed me in the worship ministry ,dance in specific.. i felt like i did not appreciate it enough..perhaps i did not make full use of it… God, how i wish i could serve all over again, take back the times where i’ve offered half-hearted dances.. eversince,i’ve trouble with my sprained ankle that never truly healed and darn lousy knees.. not really able to dance as easily as before, i’m getting worried like mayb God was thinking that i did not appreciate his gift and now he’s giving it to  some more deserving ppl.. anyway, i promised God, as long as i can stil serve i will continue to do so.. this time, no complains and whole heartedly.. the rest of the problem is up to Him to decide.. mayb i’ll just cherish the last few moments of my gift.. put it to good use.

well, these was what camp revealed to be.. besides the fact that i get real cranky if i dont get enough sleep.. still bad is me good is u.

good nite world..

talk about post-exam fever

after exam which i have totally no idea how to answer and too bad no notes to read,buddies and i went crazy..

went around burning cash.. lol.just ate like some drugged doggie.. marche’s 1st to attack the lamb shank,frankfurters and a slice of fruit cake which resulted in me getting high. was feeling floaty with the notion "i’m a beautiful butterfly" running tru my mind.

then JUST to burn fat and calories accumulated drive to batu caves and climbed the 2hundred over steps..actually someone wanted to make the paying rm1.50 toll worth it.. ends up we spent 100% more than what we wanna save.. due to the height at batu caves, not enough oxygen flowing to our brains.. we did even crazier things.. drive drive drive up up up to genting.. yeah.. unplanned that is.. sean got his 1st stint at the lung-cancer-inducing -casino and spent the rest of the days with hugh and stephen playing arcade games..it was too late for theme park.so the 3 big boys were having the time of their life virtually driving big toy cars , killing with big toy guns..

rach and i walked around and found a nice spot at starbucks. note: nice spot means cozy cushion+ blueberry cheesecake + iced caramel macchiato=a spot of heaven .. ported there till it was time to go home..

before heading back to prison, we headed to nasi lemak ayam and have our meal.. and like good parole kids, we balik to our prison into our respective cells and dropped dead on our bed starting our next trip to lala land.ZZzz