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November 28th, 2007

life’s good.. cm’s family frm campcam is coming.. to be exact they’re here..:) so went and bug around with alvin and tl..

and have been cleaning house.. and  u knw what.. i found there’s a fake pond under the shed..a fake pond.. i dunno wat to do with it.. anyway Simba(my neighbour’s dog) didn bark at me.. i suspect he/she is sick cuz that dog  has a grudge against me! the fact he/she is not barking means something is seriously wrong..

and my mom told me, my neighbours place was broke into again.. yeap AGAIN!!! they didnt break into our house this time mayb because during their previous attempt they found out that it’s sorta empty.. and i suspect it’s the same burglars this time too..

and yesterday nite was hanging out with cm,christine,tl,yu sheng(sorry, not so sure with the spelling) ..we went to lumut.. on the way we’re were acting like sakais.. seriously.. we were ohhh-ing and wahh-ing at everything.. HAHA and we took a pic under a pretty tree so to speak.. and there was this guy who was trying to hit on us.. mayb cuz yu sheng was there.. when we took pics he went like "1,2,3 cheese! marvalous baby,.. omg! u look soo pretty!!!" reminds me of all the french photographers and hairstylists.. anyway he’s kinda sweet from a distance.. her~~

anyway forgive me, spelling and grammar really going down the drain..

on a lighter note, Cm’s brudder;Jien pinjamed me lotsa animes.. so that means  my afternoons are packed. i have to apologise to lai from psiko class who psikoed me into finding a part time job.. i dont think it’s possible this hols.. :)

talking bout church, i;ve been sitting at the senior citizen pews recently,..always feel a lil sentimental when i sit with them.. u see their wrinkled fingers with wedding rings flipping the bible..and they’re alone, husbands gone to heaven.. kids and granchildren far away.. and they’re living all alone..and they’re so quiet..no girly gossips/sweet chats.. you’ll be thinking what they’re doing on quiet afternoons, who fixes their meals, what if one of them fell sick , who fetches them to clinic? and the younger generations dont even greet them(sickening brats,me included).. in short, sitting with golden citizens at church is a very reflective experience.. truly an educating session

friends are coming bek to church cuz unis are having their break..i’ll port there soon on sundays.. :)

ramblings~

November 26th, 2007

i think i have a crush!

not to the point of swooning~

but i am liking what i see!!!!

A LOT!!!!!

but i shouldn’t …

sigh*

-stars in my eyes-

woman~ u with cyclic dreams…

November 26th, 2007

update: just got back from camp. yeap.. the one i went with cm.. there was lotsa hard work(practicaly i didnt do much la.. cm did most of the running around) but it was fun.. it’s like camp but from a diff angle.. LOrd, i’m not gonna complain about any other camps i will go next time..

kinda funny during like wat u may refer to as an alter call… somehow the theme was face 2 face and surrender to God everything.. i wasnt surrendering.. i was like hey Lord, u knw no one lies to me MORE than myself.. i’ve been convincing myself that TESL is the best course for me and someday, i’m gonna bring glory to God by impacting the lives that i’ll be teaching.. obviously since i prayed after f6 about the course to take duh~

still i have my doubts..i dont knw if i can do this.. i dont see how and where things are going.. and so i’ve spent 1 and 1/2 years studying just for the sake of it… but today i was thinking Lord, where are u putting me.. 1 year ago i was willing to go all out for u.. this 1/2 year seems so clueless..i dont really knw anything anymore.. still :) rejoice? anyway long term goal is to complete the 4 years and see where the Lord wants me to go from there.. i’l pull tru somehow.. nomatter how tak glamer this course is..

talking about grace,and serving… been feeling so dry recently.. i knw the Lord have blessed me in the worship ministry ,dance in specific.. i felt like i did not appreciate it enough..perhaps i did not make full use of it… God, how i wish i could serve all over again, take back the times where i’ve offered half-hearted dances.. eversince,i’ve trouble with my sprained ankle that never truly healed and darn lousy knees.. not really able to dance as easily as before, i’m getting worried like mayb God was thinking that i did not appreciate his gift and now he’s giving it to  some more deserving ppl.. anyway, i promised God, as long as i can stil serve i will continue to do so.. this time, no complains and whole heartedly.. the rest of the problem is up to Him to decide.. mayb i’ll just cherish the last few moments of my gift.. put it to good use.

well, these was what camp revealed to be.. besides the fact that i get real cranky if i dont get enough sleep.. still bad is me good is u.

good nite world..

talk about post-exam fever

November 19th, 2007

after exam which i have totally no idea how to answer and too bad no notes to read,buddies and i went crazy..

went around burning cash.. lol.just ate like some drugged doggie.. marche’s 1st to attack the lamb shank,frankfurters and a slice of fruit cake which resulted in me getting high. was feeling floaty with the notion "i’m a beautiful butterfly" running tru my mind.

then JUST to burn fat and calories accumulated drive to batu caves and climbed the 2hundred over steps..actually someone wanted to make the paying rm1.50 toll worth it.. ends up we spent 100% more than what we wanna save.. due to the height at batu caves, not enough oxygen flowing to our brains.. we did even crazier things.. drive drive drive up up up to genting.. yeah.. unplanned that is.. sean got his 1st stint at the lung-cancer-inducing -casino and spent the rest of the days with hugh and stephen playing arcade games..it was too late for theme park.so the 3 big boys were having the time of their life virtually driving big toy cars , killing with big toy guns..

rach and i walked around and found a nice spot at starbucks. note: nice spot means cozy cushion+ blueberry cheesecake + iced caramel macchiato=a spot of heaven .. ported there till it was time to go home..

before heading back to prison, we headed to nasi lemak ayam and have our meal.. and like good parole kids, we balik to our prison into our respective cells and dropped dead on our bed starting our next trip to lala land.ZZzz