murder me please…

April 27th, 2007

come tomorrow i’ll either be happy & crazy OR crazy & dead.. yeah sunday.. 8.30am, 11am & 3pm got exam..nonstop except few minutes breaks for breakfast, lunch and at 5pm suiside…hahaha

here i am moaning over tomorrow and i’ve yet to study.. great~ i m soooo last minute queen.. how come pjk book is so like medic anatomy? sakai~ and 60 MCQ!! please dont ask me scientific terms like angio-what-the-crap… cuz i cant remember anything…

next up prose..who and what E.M Forster said? life by time and life by value?what is dat.. what what.. and what setting? urban? historic?

and then prose 1.. what is ‘the dead’ talking about.. loyalty?what?the pieces here and there and all over the place.. i dont get it at all.. and huck finn..i’m so dead..not yet study also.. cliff notes to the rescue?? i need to knw the themes..i can’t get the names of the 2 feuding families right!!! wat the~

sorry blog..this is the only place i can vent my anger and frustration.. lim jin ni.. i’m leaving u ..u last minute queen.. hmm.. mayb i can break a leg today and not go for exam tomorrow.. ahha.. nice thought~ ^^

hahaha.. ok ok..i better go study.. if i’m going down..i’m going down with a good fight!! sunday 5.00pm~~~ is soooooo far awayyyyyyyyy…keep my fingers crossed dat i’ll last till dat time tomorrow and i’ll be out drinking tequila shots,getting drunk and flying on marijuana.. yey..

p.s- ermm.. minus the part after drinking cuz dat’s not gonna happen in a million years.. marijuana is a NEVER.. and getting drunk is a NO cuz i don’t look pretty dat way.. MATI pun mesti MATI dengan style.. :)

sold my soul and nw choking on ur alibi.

April 9th, 2007

one kiss, one kiss, lips of flame on frost, one kiss, pure bliss, and never count the cost.

she spoke his name, her voice was snow, kissed him, kissed him again, and in his warm passionate arms turned into water, tears and rain.

my heart is like an apple tree..but because my time is come, my love is come to me.

now feel no rain, for the bough shelters me. now feel no cold, for the warmth of the sun.

i’ve lived and i’ve loved, of all the things i’ve done.. Love - was the best of them.. and SLeep -worth all the rest of them. may  your days on earth be good and long into the setting sun.

darkness creeping in.. cruel world crashing down on Pain’s shoulders.. and winter’s frailest flower crushed to dust.. east wind blows but where do i go?  i need to find my missing piece..

but Because I could not stop for Death—
He kindly stopped for me—

things left undone.. but blake says it all.the answer lies in "a poison tree"

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe;
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water’d it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with my smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole
When the night had veil’d the pole
:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretch’d beneath the tree

there never was a better bargain driven.. two bodies for the life of one..now the time is come .. into a well of water in a country dry i come.. simple with giving the rarest sacrifice..but like yourself, that how it was meant to be..

and thus embrace life..

the way you look tonite ^^

April 6th, 2007

well.. not tonite actually but yeah MPS nite.. which is like college’s prom .and by college i mean residential college aka hostel la..

back to mps..a short briefing.. MPS stands for malam perdana sembilan ..why sembilan? and not other num? cuz i’m staying at 9th college lar.. simple.. anyway it was held on 2nd april at j.w marriot.. grand nehh.. haha yeah i found out it was the only place which can support our capasity so yeah. marriot it is.. theme for that nite was "glitz and glamour" . why "glitz and glamour" and not "sluts and mutts".. need i say more? glamour lar.. glamour..

anyway,that nite everyone was looking so good.. cunted beb cunted.. hm well ..letme rephrase dat..almost everyone..was looking like they popped out frm the pages of some glam mag.. and the guys like models (lack in height abit) still look good anyway~

anyway i was sharing table with roomies and frens and beloved ponggal partner.. heh^^ and the thing which made me really proud is sean’s transformation!!! hasil usaha titik peluh penat lelah rach and i.. sean finally emerge frm his cocoon a handsome dude.. not to forget hugh’s contribution.. thank u so much guys for allowing us to mother u all at the clothing store..stuffing shirts and more shirts into the changing room for u to try and the other for being "rock solid" in tolerating our "motherness".. it was worth the effort and the trouble rite rite? :) yeah..i’ve posted a few pics so u guys can check them out ..

oh.. good news! i am back at home.. sitiawan!! yey bebeh.. left today at 8am and only got here at 3pm.. that y i hate bus rides so much.. so much drama going on in the bus today..a bugger spilled his coke at my foot.. thank goodness i was wearing slippers.. if i had my shoes on and d coke ruined it.. i’ll so murder him.. dun mess with my footwear.. dun say i never warn u..haha!

so yeah i’l be home for 1 week.. and hopefully i get some revision done for nex week hell awaits.. mayb i’ll go bek to coll earlier if i dun study at home.. haha.. talk about exams.. the last 2 papers i sat on wed and thurs respectively was respectively murderous.. and all the wonderful plot which tak jadi~~ cuz i was banished to the corner.. sigh~~ ! eheheh.. plots? wat plots? ask me no questions and i’ll tell u no lies..wink wink

anyway yeah..that’s bout it i guess..wanne sleep dy.. tired…!!! nite nite ppl.. btw..rach if u’re reading this… photoshop dy anot?!! hehe comeon bebeh.. gimme some action.. i.e -sms,talk,date? wakakaka… keep  me updated!

bye bye ..love ya’ll.. to love u all is not difficult.. cuz i’m such a sweet person.. ahaha.. nola.. cuz u all are such lovable ppl.. and i luv u so! laterz~